Been at home for the past few days. Kinda bored but alright. Trying to find myself back. Trying to find out what I really want in my life. Too many things for me to learn in life. But I’m slowly getting over everything. And I really mean everything. Taking it real easy. Letting everything go…
12.07pm: Attachment ended and you won’t see my periodicals much. Haha.. why? ‘cos i won’t be online that often. Oh well, that’s what happens when my school life starts. No Life. Oh well, thats life, i guess. And i don’t think i wanna stay in front of comp for too long unless needed. Getting a bit of phobia about ‘being online’. ah.. think i just need to relax, get away from comp, get away from whoever i need to get away with. Need some time on my own to think things through and thoroughly. I need to start relying on myself and nobody else. In short, be independent. Had that idea half a year ago but kinda, got disrupt by someone. heehee.. whatever..
9.44pm: Back in my house. Felt stress again? Ya.. I duno why. And i think i better switch off the comp asap.
last day of attachment… yeah…
9.59am: Today is my Birthday, 23rd birthday. Happy Birthday To Me!! *wink* Quite busy now, ‘cos later got demo. But its alright, today I’ll be happy, tho’ I’m a bit xxx about something. But its alright, ‘cos it helps me made up my mind on something. Shall not be stupid anymore! Not ever!
11.42am: Woke up already! Yeah! TOTALLY! I would say… seriously… kekeke.. Thanks to whoever. I think I need that. Lunch time lunch time!!
12.58pm: My IA friends BOUGHT ME A CAKE!!!! SO NICE!! SO SWEET!! SO TOUCH!!! goodness….
8.43am: Early in the morn kena nag by my dad for not doing my driving license. Still haven’t expire leh… Later have to go take photos liao, else he’ll grumble whenever he sees me. *shake head* Later gonna continue with my work. Manage to finish most of it yesterday, today gonna do a new one. Oops! My documentation… not yet done.. no time also.. aiyah.. see how lah.. the most don’t bind for them.
4.19pm: Tomorrow is my birthday. As usual.. I’ll change anything to make myself happier and live better. Won’t be any different this time. I know what I want and I will do it.
8.13am: Headache again. Suppose to go for Seminar today with a friend. But yesterday last minute got lotsa work to do. And sigh… felt so bad to fly people’s aeroplane. Lucky she says she got ka kee. Gosh… i wanna fake mc, i think now i’m really sick..
12.52pm: Just had my lunch. Still having slight headaches. A bit cold also… and all the stuff still can’t work… sigh… why today the air-con like so cold… so many things not done yet… how… so stressful… … … …
8.47am: Had porridge just now. Not too bad. Gonna start my documentation again. *take a deep breathe* Must really learn how to relax a bit…
1.13pm: Back from lunch. Back to work. Back to studies soon. No time to rest.
3.39pm: I’m gonna cry… last minute throw me work.
9.22pm: Wow…the effect of sleeping pills… Only took like 5 minutes ago.. and now i’m like… not much energy… But.. no good? yah.. i know.. but i need it. i need the sleep… i desperately need it. Haven’t had much nice sleep for the past few months. Nite.