*STUPID MAHJONG*

Is it that fun to play MJ? I know how to play since I’m 7. Now, it seems so boring to me. But why? Why does so many people like to play it? Maybe I shouldn’t have taught him. I don’t mind him playing, occasionally, with his friends, those that I know well and that I’m around. But not when I’m not there and he’s playing right? Then what about me??? Put a MJ table in his house? Yes… right… How does that sounds to you? I don’t mind as much if you are meeting your friends for dinner or what, but playing MJ seems so ridiculous. I mean… The weekend is ONLY that short! Probably you would rather I go to the PHP now… Then there won’t be any “government”. Why do I want to get attached in the first place…

How does it feel to be under someone whom you think is totally almost useless? TERRIBLE. SUCKS. I wish I can get out of here as fast as possible. Being under him for too long, I think I will really die. My blood’s pressure seems somewhat high recently. Else, I think my blood will run dry from the vomiting of blood. GET ME OUT OF HERE!

Darling called me… Alright… He’s nice. Everything solved. But I really still want to kill my I.P.M..

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Working On A Sunday

I… working on a Sunday. Headache. Must be stressing myself too much. Must be. Went to Autobacs in the morning and bought some car accessories. We changed the theme to “The Nightmare before Christmas” because we saw a really nice mirror for that. It’s really nice. Well… there goes the Chip & Dale. Hmm… that reminds me… I haven’t watch that movie before! Maybe I should watch that movie…

Today is a SUNDAY and there’s deployment. WZ seems bored. Especially when Ah Xin kept bothering him and don’t let him play the game. Hmm… But… I’m busy… Luckily… I only spent about 4 hours on it. But after that, he played this new game – Grand Theft Auto, till he don’t want to go back home. Eventually, we still did because he’s working at TPY HDB tomorrow.

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Zhu Zhu Is 26!

Ever since I fell sick almost 2 weeks ago, I realized I don’t really have the mood to hug my Darling. Or maybe it’s the work load that’s causing me to feel that. Tired… But today, it’s Zhu Zhu’s 26th birthday! What’s his wish? To earn more money! We are going to Noble House for dinner tonight! But I’m still sick. I woke up already. From the coughing. But today, 7.30am then woke up. Is it because I took the cough syrup rather late the night before? Hmm… I think I can start doing my work already. Tomorrow need to migrate the business users. Must ensure that everything is smooth.

Went to meet Zhu Zhu in the evening after his work at Suntec City and I bought 5 bottles of moisturiser from Body Shop warehouse sale! Each cost only $8.00, U.P. $18.90! I saved like $10 for every bottle! *LOL* Zhu Zhu was so =.=”’ after knowing that we had to queue like 15 minutes to get into the sale, and another 30 minutes to queue up to pay. In the end, we managed to reach Noble House for dinner with K&G at around 8pm (late for half an hour). Well, I DID admit that it’s my fault for being late. The dinner was nice. Leon finally brought his gf to the dinner. His gf… Hmm… alright, same as in the photo. We ate, a lot, before we finally went to Esplanade… the bridge there and took a lot of photos. Some stupid ones, requested by Ken. It was fun though. We went home around 12am++. Zhu Zhu is 26 years old! Time really flies… When I first knew him, he was 24 years old, and I’m 26. ^^

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Medicines Finishing…

Although I’m using the SK-II products now, which somehow seem to have some good effects, I lacked of sleep due to the stupid cough. Woke up at 5am today and started coughing like mad. Spitted out the phlegm but doesn’t seem to make much difference. My medicines almost finishing, left the cough syrup and I haven’t recover yet! How?

I think I will faint if everyday I need to rush my work like that. Just now NN came online, she wanted to do the tuition thing. Of course I’m more than welcome to do it. I need some distraction from work although that one seems like work too. Anyway, seems like her blood pressure isn’t that good recently. Hopefully she can get some rest and relax a little bit more. It’s 6pm already and I’ve still got tons of things to do. Sigh… Don’t really feel that well…

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Drowsy, On Medication

Oh… I feel so drowsy after taking the medication before I left for work. I coughed till quite badly yesterday. I’m in the office now. Today is ZZ’s last paper. He must be really happy. Heard from him that KC and JK will be going to study. I also want to study. But do I have the time? WH asked me to help her gf to create a website because she wanted to start a business. Do I have the time too? We’ll see…

Just now had lunch with Uncle CY, who worked at Capital Tower. Went to the G2000 to shop for a white coloured pants but it all looks the same to me. Eventually settled on one with the material having strips one. Not too bad but cost $69. Luckily my sister’s friend got 50% discount. Hopefully tonight when she go to the Bishan Branch, this pants is available. Took the cough syrup again… I getting drowsy. Just now ate Burger King… Hopefully it doesn’t worsen my cough. I only had 3/4 mushroom swiss, less than 10 fries and a packet of milk. I WANT TO GET WELL SOON!

Cough and cough and still coughing… When will I recover?

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Emails

Emails, are meant to be read when you received. NOT to just keep it and that’s it. =.=”’ My I. PM came asking me about this and that, when I ALREADY sent him those email yesterday. Don’t understand… does he really read those emails that he received? Next time when send to him, must put his name in UPPERCASE. Sigh… I think I better send my leave application for June soon. In May there’s 2 public holiday, so it should be alright.

The doctor told me that one of the medicine that I ate, might caused my hands to tremble, or my heart will beat a little bit faster. My hands are trembling… Hmm… I wonder if this is the caused of it. So tired. 6.48pm already. I’m waiting for PC to go home together. I’m not doing OT in the office. I need to go home for dinner else I won’t recover. Misses my Darling… What is he doing now? Oh yes, my leave approved already. For 19 and 20 June 2008. *smile…*

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6 a.m., Slightly Better

Wow… 7.30am and I’m right in front of my computer at home. Bravo… Tired? Yes, of course… Yesterday I woke up at 5am because I kept coughing. Today I woke up at 6am because of the stupid cough. Great… Simply marvelous. I’m tired like crazy… I did the facial routine since last Monday (17 March 2008). Wonder if it helps.

Morning: Cleanser (Nivea), Moisturiser (L’oreal Hydrafresh Gel), Sunblock (Vichy)
Night: Cleansing Oil (Fancl), Cleanser (SK-II), Toner (SK-II), Essence (SK-II)


Well… till now I don’t really see much difference yet…

My Darling came after his paper! SOOOOOO SWEEEEEET!! ^^ He’s actually really quite sweet although after he came, he started playing the xBox and nothing else. But it’s alright! I still love him all the same. To have him beside me is good enough! Hmm… for now, I need to get well. Else I won’t be able to go to Noble House and eat this Saturday!

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Sleepless Nights

So fast… 3 days gone and I’m back to work. Back to face my PM. I can’t say he’s bad, but sometimes he just gets on my nerves. But it’s nice to see my colleagues. Today we’ll be having a farewell lunch with GF. He quitted. Tomorrow is his last day at Xuenn. I still hadn’t asked him why. He started the work here with me around the same time. Maybe… I should ask… Today WZ having his first paper. Now. Hope everything is alright. My cough still there. Bad. I can hardly sleep at night. Kept coughing and waking up since 5am. Terrible.

I hardly did anything today. Came back from farewell lunch for GF which cost $30, did a little bit of things and after that, I was dragged to the Recreation Club meeting. Sigh… all the way till 6.30pm, where I was dragged by my I. PM for a talk. Firstly, apparently he don’t really know if I’m going for the FA or BA position. All the while, he thought I’m going to the New G to be a BA under D. =.=”’ But actually i’m going to be an FA under BY. Sigh… Then he told me that he couldn’t find any replacement even after interviewing like 30 over people. Hmm… Seriously speaking, I don’t see him interviewing THAT MANY people. Wonder where those people came from?? Or probably it’s just the number of resumes that he had LOOKED through. Sigh… I just hope BY can hold his stand. I seriously don’t feel like doing coding again. If it’s a little bit, I’m fine. But seems like my stupid PM don’t really want to let me go. Damn! Then why did he want to push another person to New G when there isn’t a need to?!! =.=”’ Let you and BY sort it out. … Must also see I’m agreeable right?!

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Living For…

Recently, I don’t know why… Is it because I’m sick? Or is it because… that I just don’t know why? I don’t have the mood to do anything. Totally nothing. I’ve felt that before. Some time… quite a while before… But this time, it happened again. I don’t feel like doing anything at all. Or is it because I’d worked too much such that I lost myself in the midst of my work? I don’t know. It’s a long weekend. Good Friday, then Saturday and today is Sunday. But I would say… I slept a lot. For the whole of today. I ain’t tired. Just that I kept coughing and… I don’t know what to do. Don’t really feel like touching my work. Don’t really feel like looking at any books. Just felt like lazing around. But yet, sometimes I don’t feel like lazing around either. So I slept, and slept, and slept. Waking up on and off to spit out the phlegm that kept making me cough. What am I living for? Do I just want to laze around like that? No… or Yes? I don’t know…

I watch the F1 at M’sia today. It’s been a long long time since I last watched it. Hadn’t I like it so much? Kimi… the cute Kimi who won today. My room. It’s messy again. It’s always messy. Why? I don’t know why either. The computer wires are getting messy. IC called just now, BY too… think they are at a conference, with other people. Hmm… at 10pm. That’s late. Still discussing about work. No wonder SK don’t like to go there. Zhu Zhu… should be studying now. Tomorrow he having his first paper – OIS. When getting married? I don’t know. Maybe… 2009, or 2010… or… 2011…? Life… seems to stop again. Stagnant. Why? I don’t know why… What am I living for? Seems like nothing…

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When? I Don’t Know.

It’s a bit saddening to know that… or at least after some realistic calculation, that I won’t be, or more correctly, financially unable to get married nor get a house in next year – 2009. I mean, not that I’m dying to get married then, but… sigh… I’m 28 this year already. I don’t really want to get married after the age of 30. I mean, my mentality is – what’s the point? 2 more years, probably I’ll look older, more wrinkled, fatter and I probably can support myself. Imagine if I really do get married in January 2010. Give me a year, and in January 2011 I’m pregnant, that would mean I’ll have my first rabbit baby when I’m 31 years old. My mum is 60 and my dad is 62, AND my sister 35. Wow… so where’s my second baby? Not too good to give birth too late. But neither do I want to get married and have a baby straight away. C’mon, like what WZ said, it defeats the purpose of me, wanting a couple life IF our flat (if we managed to get it) arrives in 2011 (which I predicted probably will be in Q2 2011). Damn… I think I draw down better… There’s simply too many things already.

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She Took The Donation Money

I was so busy and tired yesterday, till when I reached home, I continued to work. I’ve got a lot of things to write, but just don’t have the time. But… sigh… the day before, me and my mum were still saying that my sister’s piggy bank was empty with dollar notes. And yesterday, after I came back to my seat talking to LL, I saw an sms from my sister telling me not to be shock if I’m unable to find the donation money. That’s because she took it as she’s short of small notes. =.=”’ It’s so difficult to believe that she’s short of small notes… It’s sad… I still have no idea where she spend the money to. Maybe I do. A little bit here and there can accumulate to quite a lot. But… it’s a bit too much isn’t it? That day I saw a letter for her from the law firm again. Again. Sigh… when will this stop? My work is still the same. That I. PM is still the same. Talked to LL and she said that she’ll try and push me to FA since my I. PM don’t seem to be doing anything. C’mon, he’s short of people helping him to do things and YET he’s pushing HB to the NewG team! I thought he already planned carefully and that’s why I never stopped. TMD… what is this? And seriously after 3 or 4 months then let me go, it’s a bit too late. BY need someone after the A Project, not 3 or 4 months later… WTF he’s trying to do! Today is DW’s birthday. She’s in Genting with that… HL…

Today my dad is a little bit funny. We went out for lunch even though I ain’t feeling really well. So when I board the car, I just kept quiet in a corner and slept while my mum, godma and sister went rattling about. And then out of nowhere, my dad asked, “TM never come with us?” =.=”’ I was sitting right behind him and he couldn’t see me, probably thats the reason why he thought I wasn’t in the car. We went and took our lunch at Thomson Plaza, shopped at Junction 8 after that and went home. Then as we board the car, my dad took off without me closing my door yet! =.=”’ And as we went passed the gantry, the thing never lift up and my dad started complaining that it’s still the OLD system and had not changed to using the ERP yet. Sigh… in actual fact, it’s because he hadn’t put in the cash card. =.=”’ OH. MY. GOD.

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Still Sick

I’m in the office now. Met CC on the train just now. She’s trying to look for a PM job. WHY is everyone looking for a PM job? Is it really the trend? That after a while, you must look for PM job in order to have a certain amount of salary? Sigh… I still don’t feel that well, I can feel it. My mind isn’t very clear. Seems to have a cloud surrounding my brain. But I’ll try to work with it.

Just as I expected. My PM expects me to group it under don’t know what… Sigh… What A PM is he?…

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