Okay, I’d decided to have on & off updates instead of daily updates because… seems like most of the time for daily updates, I tend to complain a lot. But sometimes, it ain’t that serious, I’m just “over-doing” it.
I really wonder if i restricted him too much? Worry for him too much? But… if I don’t worry, it seems like I don’t care… then… what’s the difference between he and my normal friends?
I see my friends slowly getting married… one by one… and now… having kids… Me? I don’t know… Why? Is it that difficult for me to get married? I had wanted to get married before I’m 30. And now… I’m… 29… Sigh… What can I say?
A lot of people kept asking me when I’m getting married. I will always reply to them jokingly, with some rubbish answer. Telling them that I don’t really want to get married yet. But the fact is… actually I DO feel like getting married already. I really do. Just that, I need the guy to be ready.
It’s 5.30am and I am freaking awake and tired!!! TMD!!! Can’t anyone solve this stupid insomnia thing other than taking those stupid sleeping pills?!
I started writing this blog since end of 2005. I wanted a new life. I wanted to countdown the days to the target that I set for myself – June 2009, where I can take off my braces and probably be happy with myself, with my life. But am I, now? It’s 29 May today, it’s a Friday. And next Monday, it will be the 1 June. And… I am not happy…
Suddenly I felt like writing in this blog again. I mean, it’s one of the channel which I get to ‘vent’ out all my unhappiness, and share my happiness, when I’m alone right? Hmm… Probably I’ll try and recall what I did and update all the previous blog… Today is Friday. Still not sure if we need to work tomorrow or not. I’m looking at resumes of people now. I need to employ someone to work under me so that I don’t need to code anymore.
I just went to look at the codes for IB and I got a big shock. Though it’s only been 10 months… I think I’ve lost touched with codes already…
I’m now in office again. Ever since I went back to SG the last time, I’m so lazy to write in my blog. Hmm… Anyway, today is my OFF DAY. I repeat again, my OFF DAY. And now I’m in the office because Uncle BY asked me to, saying that the HR wanted to talk to us about the contract. Well, I’m here BUT WHERE IS SHE? -.-”’ Luckily I’m prepared and brought my notebook along. Somehow, I expected this. They are ALWAYS like that. Anyway, I just saw a rainbow from my seat like 15 minutes ago. It was really big and nice, and NEAR! But we managed to see a part of it only because most of it were blocked by the buildings. Sigh… I wonder what time I need to wait until. I want to go back and play WoW! Still level 7 only. And just now, I went to the wrong direction and got killed by some short guy -.-”’ Later… I’ll go and buy some snacks first before I go back to the apartment. Don’t know why but a little hungry… Quick! Quick! Pille is waiting for me!
Alright, I admit I was a little blur. I asked YF if he wanted to go to Room 81, and I think he was baffled by my questions because he never heard of Room 81. *LOL*
Went lunch with NL and Uncle C. They took me to a beef noodle shop, the food was rather good. I’m going to miss the times where I go lunch with them. NL will be leaving on 26 February… Sigh…