Okay, I’d decided to have on & off updates instead of daily updates because… seems like most of the time for daily updates, I tend to complain a lot. But sometimes, it ain’t that serious, I’m just “over-doing” it.
I really wonder if i restricted him too much? Worry for him too much? But… if I don’t worry, it seems like I don’t care… then… what’s the difference between he and my normal friends?
I see my friends slowly getting married… one by one… and now… having kids… Me? I don’t know… Why? Is it that difficult for me to get married? I had wanted to get married before I’m 30. And now… I’m… 29… Sigh… What can I say?
A lot of people kept asking me when I’m getting married. I will always reply to them jokingly, with some rubbish answer. Telling them that I don’t really want to get married yet. But the fact is… actually I DO feel like getting married already. I really do. Just that, I need the guy to be ready.