Stupid Me

Sometimes I felt so stupid… I tried so hard to pull myself out, only to got myself in again, and then to realise that I wasn’t really that wanted… Why do I always like to kill myself?… Ain’t I being hurt enough?…

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I don’t know what I’m crying anymore… It just flow out on its own and then my mind went clouded out. I can’t control my emotions or maybe was it that I controlled it too much. I can’t help it. I just couldn’t stop crying… It simply hurts too much, I don’t know why………………. *CRY* Can someone help me…………………………. I’m dying…… I felt bloody sad but I already accepted the fact so what am I sad for??????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’m so tired. I’m so exhausted. I really feel like dying…

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I’m Crying

What have I done wrong? I got a call, and then the person on the other end just started yelling at me. He’s pissed. Pissed because he couldn’t change anything. Pissed because I was the one who helped him change that. Pissed because I didn’t volunteer to do it for him initially. These are my faults. Is it really?…

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Pain, Is In The Head

I couldn’t sleep much at night. Been having gastric pains for the past few days. Must be either I ate too much or too little one of the days for the past weeks. But what is pain? It’s all inside your head, isn’t it? As long as you stop thinking about it, it won’t affect you. That goes the same for any kind of pain.

No more tours. Nothing to look forward to. It seems weird. KL? Phuket? China? Hmm… What will be, will be. What is yours, will be yours.

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