Thoughts – Accepting That I’m Not Superb

I would be called a ‘crazy bitch’ had any of my family members knew that I’m typing away instead of sleeping away at such hours. But if not now, then when?

After refusing to accept the fact that I either have extremely poor time and money management OR I simply does not have enough sleep, time and money, for months and probably years, I have finally accepted the fact that I’m not superb. I am not a superwoman, I admit. And there is definitely no way where I can blog every single day, anymore. Wrong, I DID blog, but it’s probably called ‘mind blogging’ *LOL*

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So this is my view at this moment. Waiting for my food at the cafe at the bowling place. This definitely wasn’t what I had intended to eat. And things definitely doesn’t seem as fun as it used to be… anymore…

The sis had gone back to meet her friend for dinner. Cuz had gone back too at the same time because there wasn’t much to do and her friend looks bored. Another cousin asked me whats for dinner but in the end after I finished bathing, he and his family left. Then I’m left with a bunch of oldies who wanted to eat cup noodles except my mum. So I asked her what she wants to eat (which little milkie has to eat too), and then asked the rest of the aunties and uncle too. That, somehow, pissed the lil’ hub off. He asked me why do I have to be the one getting it for them. Good question. Well, because my main purpose is to get for mum and daughter, and he can’t expect me to just get for them, right? I did take it as it is when all of them mentioned about cup noodles but again, things changed after I went up to spray some mosquito repellent. I’ve got a few orders and dad’s helping to carry.

But as I stepped out of the chalet, mum called after us. Little milkie wants to tag along. Now, we won’t be eating the food that we had intended as the cafe had closed (it wouldn’t happen if I could get those orders earlier). The food probably wasn’t enough.

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Thoughts – A Stroll by Myself

10.33am – For quite a while, I haven’t been feeling that calm. Almost everyday is like a mad rush. Getting everyone to wake up and sending little milkie to school on time, then is pump and pump on time. It might seem easy but I supposed the pressure that I set on myself to make sure that there’s enough milk is giving me enough stress and restraining me from doing things to de-stress.

I’m going out today. Something that I’ve been looking forward to for quite a while. Hopefully I can get as many things done as possible in that short few hours.

11.33am – ‘Landed’! So glad to have a free ride to somewhere nearby. I’ll just have to take a 10 minutes walk to my destination. Ganbatte!


11.46am – Time to sleep!

1.30pm – It has been a nice one hour and a half. I dozed off and snored slightly. Oops. Now my face feels so clean and fresh!! But I’m freaking hungry already and my boobs are exploding! Wished I can pump out right now.


1.38pm – So crowded in the train…


1.59pm – Had I knew that it’s going to be that crowded, I wouldn’t choose today to come but since I’m here then… Let’s go with the squeeze…


2.19pm – Gee… I am fainting!!! Where’s my lunch?!! But I need to pump first. Where’s the nursing room?!!!


2.31pm – This is such a relief…

2.38pm – Alright… there goes my pumping session. It’s dumb, if you asked me. Why would they want to have a changing diaper station IN a nursing room!!!! Sigh… anyway, there’s this kid outside now, yelling and crying, and whatever that he/she wants to do, the mum wants to change his/her diaper first. Great… just great… what a wonderful decision…


3.08pm – There is an obvious reason why McDonald’s still thrive over other fast food restaurant. Was famished and wanted to go for MOS Burger. Came down from the escalator and saw this lady queuing in front of me. So I queued behind but the counter staff seems to be taking his own sweet time to take the orders, and thus I walked away. Then I headed for KFC, and again, there’s a lady queuing in front and so I waited. Seriously, this was worse. The counter staff already took the order but I have no idea what is going on because after that, the staff ended up chatting with another staff… Sigh. And so… I went for my last option in that level… the Macs. It’s different. I queued behind this lady, who soon took her food, then it’s my turn where I waited for only around 2 minutes and my food is ready. Service, it matters, a lot.


3.47pm – I’m going home… had to abandon my last destination as there wasn’t enough time. At least I managed to grab some stuffs from Art Friend and Daiso ^^


3.58pm – Sad: Someone offered a seat to me on the train.
Even more sad: It was an old uncle who nicely offered the seat. WTF are all the younger people doing?!!

4.12pm – It’s going to rain soon… I’m so glad my errands had been complete. Why? Because I couldn’t find and never bring my umbrella!


5.04pm – Back at home. It had been nice… … … *pulls hair*


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Ramblings #1147

10.30am – The noise rumbles loudly. I wondered, how did he and she still sleep so soundly? The toilets of the opposite blocks are under renovation now. Soon, it will be our turn, and chaos will follow. I have no idea how the arrangements will be like. Am only hoping that it won’t be too messy and dirty. We haven’t start packing yet. We haven’t EVEN start packing for the upcoming chalet. And what’s more? There’s so many events this coming week! My facial, baking of my own birthday cake, oh yes, my birthday, Fathers’ day, to the zoo and chalet!


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Ramblings #1145

It’s a daily struggle – to decide what I should do with that little spare time that I managed to squeeze out in between the pumps and eats during the day. Should I take a short nap or should I pack my room? Or maybe I should just focus on my sites that I’d been neglecting for the past 2 months. TWO months. Gosh. How time flies. I can barely get used to the exhausting schedule and adjusted my body clock yet and two months had passed. Tomorrow I’ll be going back to work for a day, guess that will really break my body and mental apart. *shivers*

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