9.35am – Just as I was trying to think how to dress the lil’ hub up as an alien for the upcoming Halloween Party, I saw news about a mysterious orb above the sun. And then some glow along the Milky Way some time in May this year. I wondered, will I get to see aliens in this life? I am a believer of aliens, and of course other conspiracy theories of just about almost anything and everything, for after all, things are not that simple. Or maybe, it is very simple, but its just that humans always make it so complicated, in an attempt to, I’m not sure, hide what.
3.21pm – It’s late. Two and a half more hours and I’m off and on my way home. Today is the 28th of the month and that’s where I’m supposed to do some calculation on my finance. But why am I hesitating…? I know why… because I probably overspent way toooooo much. I know I ought to control more than a little now.
5.13pm – I haven’t been working for bulk of the day today. Partly I’ve been talking to people. From online to whatsapp and facebook, and then reading articles and news. It’s sad when I came across those news related to the burnings of the forest. Right, everyone is complaining about the recent haze that had been around for months. I pitied the people living there, who need to breathe in the polluted air. But all the more I pitied those animals who live in the forest, and whose homes are lost because of human’s actions.
27 October 2015
I have less than 6 months to reach my target. To be exact, 164 days from now. It’s not a long time. And to lose at least 10 kg and 10″ around the waist, I’m not sure if I can do it while not affecting my milk supply. But I will try. So let’s start the ball rolling!
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8.05am – I woke up today, feeling fat. I ran through my rows of clothes but only 20% of them can be worn right now. How sad can that be… I need a log.
9.20am – The moment you decide to be out, you are out! That’s how I feel like, right now, at times. An outcast. It’s true that I’d decided and made my choice without giving them any options or leeway to persuade me, but if the response that I get right now is such as that, then I doubt I will have much regrets.
Like I’ve always said, my room is almost a direct reflection of how my mind is. And now, my room looks like this: Nice? *LOL* I think it’s driving my mum (and probably sister) crazy. *Cough* Wait, I’m trying, really, at the back of my mind, I AM trying to clean up… I’m not…
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9.12am – START WORK!!!
10.01am – The mood is bad. Lie low… really low…
10.03am – Maybe they felt betrayed?
10.20am – It’s weird. But I wished that time will pass faster… *endure*
Despite numerous attempts previously to take leaves and MCs so that I can get some rest, it never felt like one. Today, though at the back of my head, I do know that I still have tons of stuffs to do (especially after I switch on the computer to set the out-of-office message and saw the emails), I actually felt otherwise. It’s a good feeling, of course. I get to have a hearty buffet later on, and then probably do some shopping. Am now thinking if I should bring the little one for his 6 months vaccination. I won’t be free this Saturday and the lil’ hub will be working next Saturday. Will see later on…
9.42am – It’s FRIDAY! FRIDAY, FRIDAY, FRIDAY! My mood is good other than a bit dampen by the seller at Carousell. It’s the first time I’m buying items from there and there don’t seem to be any news from the seller after I transferred the money. Acknowledgement, it’s very important when it involves a transaction….
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3.08pm – I can’t do nuts. I’m in a state of confusion. My mind is in a mess. I’m freaking tired till I can’t think nor do anything. I can’t focus, not even a tiny bit. Something is wrong. Where should I start?
3.49pm – After half an hour of chit chatting, I definitely felt better. Slightly. So… let’s start by listening to some music.
That was the question, or should it be more of a statement, that was shot at me early this morning…
“Why did you abandon us?”
Two days had passed since I last told my boss that I am tendering. I would say, the atmosphere since then, seems… different. I’m not sure if I’m too sensitive but it does feels that to me. Or maybe it’s just myself, that I’m a little guilty to leave them.
I admit, I did have second thoughts of continuing to breastfeed little milo but I’m glad that I did not and persevere on! And now that I’d pumped for the past 6 months, I FEEL SO SATISFIED!! Especially when my little milo is such a chubby little cutie!
Indeed, it had been a long and arduous journey, with me waking up at the wee hours during the earlier months, and pumping every 3 hours. Now that I’m mostly pumping 4 times a day, it definitely gave me more rest time. But that doesn’t make it much easier for I usually only get to sleep around midnight, and then subsequently waking up at 6am to ensure that I’m not too late for work.
2.14pm – Surprise? Yes, I’m rather surprised too, for I’m at IKEA now with the lil’ hub while I try to sort out what I should be doing, and him trying to write a book. Hmm… it’s a good start even if nothing was done. At least, from what I see, it would be rather difficult for him to complete much since… I have no idea why is he looking at the formatting portion when there’s zero content at this point. *LOL*
I’m sorry, but indeed, I do find him amusing. Nonetheless, it’s a good start for the both of us. Ganbatte! Zzz…