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Hey… what are you doing there? Nothing. Just lying on the bed, exhausted, thinking through the day, thinking through the years, thinking through my life… What is there to think? Tons… for one, I felt especially emotional today. It was little milkie’s Primary 1 school orientation. I felt excited. But the moment when the teacher…
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Great Vibes ONLY!!

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After months and months or even years of feeling lost and pre-occupied with things that I have now come to realise that I don’t really like to do, I think it’s finally time to set a new target, aim and work towards it! The title of this blog post says it all. GREAT VIBES ONLY!…
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The Mood is Bad

It’s probably the time of the month soon and thus I am feeling a little more than moody. I ain’t really happy with what I’m doing. A friend told me to change the way I work or I shall face extinction. Maybe its the lack of sleep that always made me so reluctant to go to work. Maybe its the lack of passion. Whatever it may be, it is not good. My mood swings are getting from bad to worse. I am drowning in my incompetency. I don’t like what I am doing now but life goes on, it always goes on. I knew that long ago. But to move along with it every day can be real tiring. I feel like crying. It’s been a long while since I do that. Cooped up inside.

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What Kind of Year is This?

I sat dumbfounded as I heard another case. It’s the 3rd one this year. Stage 4. Bone cancer. What kind of year is this? One left recently, another lives by the day and now this.

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Day 42 of Reboot

Eyelids are heavy. Head crowded with thoughts. I need a bed desperately.

Will be going for body combat later. Can my body take it? Or should I just go for a walk? 17 more minutes to decide…

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Day 41 of Reboot

2.22pm – It’s accumulating again. The thoughts. As I’ve failed to get it out on a daily basis. Breathing has become harder…

When can I get out of this race? I wondered…

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Day 33 of Reboot

Rashes attack!!! Yeah, it’s attacking again! And today I woke up with a swollen left eye and rashes on both arms. I wondered what went wrong…

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Day 31 of Reboot

11.18am – Had been pondering on an email which was sent to me, cc-ed the director, in one of the email. I never reply it because something felt amiss. So I kept thinking of a better way to write it until I forgotten at the end of Friday. Maybe it is a good thing. Colleague told me that the email feels loaded. What is loaded? Hidden agenda. *facepalm*

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Day 30 of Reboot

It’s 12.03am, just finished my office work and shut down the lappie. Oh, correction, it’s stop doing. I haven’t finished yet. I’ve made it a point to sleep earlier every night, today I’ve already failed to do so, thanks to my old boss who asked me to provide the data to her which usually I probably could only do it earliest on the 6th. Providing the data early is not as issue so long she don’t expect me to do a nice and swee swee (pretty pretty) one for her.

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Day 27 of Reboot

I reached office and finished my Mac breakfast. Listed 21 items to be cleared on a half day work day. Will probably be going for pilates though, depending on my colleague. And then for my dental visit.

So let’s get ready and start the busy day!

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Day 26 of Reboot

It’s 10.27pm. My brain is dead. My sister is watching the World Cup soccer match on TV. It’s watching me.

A lot of things happened today. For one, I realised that I’ve been kept real busy since my portfolio’s changed. It’s a good thing I would say but I ended up packed and drained and lost at certain point. I tried to keep up with it by using a calendar to schedule the things that I need to do but its not as easy as I think.

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Day 24 of Reboot

Ah!!!!!!!! It’s no good!

I am not in a good mood today. The mind is totally off. I am freaking tired. My head is bursting! How?!!!

Knowing that I only have a handful of leaves left definitely is not helping. Crap. Crap.

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