Another Migration *PRAY*

Everyone is still sleeping except me. I was told that there will be another migration at 1pm. But no one told me what time I had to be there. Never mind, I’ve got RM and HT. Meeting them at 11.30am at the lobby. Time to pack up and go…

Today, the migration of 20k members… and when everything is going rather smoothly… Problem 1 occurred. The ID wasn’t updated. Don’t ask me why. Problem 2 occurred shortly after. There’s duplication of Login ID. Don’t ask me why either. I thought it should had been solved a long time ago… Anyway… Problem 3, the most stupid of all. There are already duplication in the source database itself! =.=”’ And the logic is totally insane… =.=”’ Sigh… Wonder who created it. It’s 5.09pm. I had wanted to call my Darling before 3.40pm during his lunch time. But now… Sigh…

It’s raining very heavily now. Heard from YF that the monsoon season will be coming soon. Heavy… Really heavy. The lightning and the thunder. I was surfing the internet and found this:

http://www.wikihow.com/Create-Invisible-Shelves

It seems rather nice actually. Maybe you can try it at your home. ^^

I called and I waited. I thought he’s bathing. He don’t want to sms me so much because it’s a waste of money. Fine. I called again. He picked it up. He’s outside having dinner. I don’t really care who he’s having dinner with. Yes, I’m not happy. Because when I was overseas, I have totally no idea what he was doing. I wasn’t told. No. Not at all. He just went. I just need a note. Tell me that “Hey Darling, later I having dinner with xxx”. Fine. At least I don’t have to stupidly just wait. I’ve been waiting for him to come online because I knew that he got no class today. And at most he go gym, he would, supposedly, to be back home by 9pm. It’s 8.59pm… now… Does he know how I felt? To be stuck here. I don’t need, I don’t want my colleagues. I just want him alone. Does he know that? He’s my everything. I get my support from him. To be in this stupid idiotic place. Can I survive here for 6 months if he is what he is now? I think I’ll die of depression…

10pm. No news yet. He’s a winner, you know? Always like that. I’m thinking if I made the correct decision to come to PHP for 6 months. Why I made that decision? It’s good for my career. I got extra $1.5k a month. It’s rather good, you know? To be able to save $9,000 at the end of the year. It’s good for our wedding and house renovation. Considering the fact that he is still studying plus we’ve got a car now. $9,000 somehow seems quite a lot to me, at least. Thats why, I’d decided to go PHP for that 6 months. You think I like it? No… I don’t. I knew I’ll miss him a hell lot. But I thought he can give me all the support I needed since he mentioned that he won’t go clubbing. Fine. But I never tell him that I need him to “report” to me. He seldom do that. Most of the time, I was the one asking him. Seriously, I hate that. Me? I do that automatically. Just don’t really want him to worry or anything. Let him know where I am and what I’m doing at times. Probably, he don’t really appreciate that. I’m still in the office. Where can I go? I’m stuck in PHP… and I’ve got TOTALLY no mood to do any of my things already. Bravo…

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