The negative thoughts secretly crept inside me and filled my head. Once again, I felt I’m in the battle, facing the demon alone. My body refuses to listen to me and ache with every move.
I felt abandoned.
Am I to suffer in silence for the rest of my life? And live in such agony without even able to voice it out for that short moment of time?
The world doesn’t allow me to do.
My world doesn’t allow me to speak.
Retreat in silence seems to be the only way.