busy…

no, not me. i’m not the one who’s busy…
at least not at work. but he is…
sigh.. ya.. in a way.. i felt.. dunno lah..

this morning.. was kinda happy. so i called him
but he’s in the van, and its a bit noisy and he couldn’t hear me.
so he asked me to message him.
oh well.. a bit disappointed, ‘cos i thought i could hear his voice more ne…
then message him, i try to ‘sound’ happy also lah
then he said “we overslept”
and i was thinking who is the “we”. is it his parents? or does he meant someone he met in the van.
and all he replied was “i live with my parents”
well.. that more or less removed that little spark or happiness i have in the morning…
so now i’m just.. pure.. sian..
ha.

i felt like i’m always stupid beside him. kena splashed by cold water by him.
even though he don’t mean it, but i always felt it…
sigh…

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