Juggling Balls

“Sometimes, I think life is really a bit overwhelming. Wonder if it’s because I suck at it.”

“I agreed. It’s like having issues trying to juggle and ensure no balls fall off your hands.”

“Ya… But the balls kept falling, and then more balls dropped onto your hands. And soon, you realised the balls are filled up to your neck, and you are not trying to juggle, but trying to breathe and not fall under.”

On a Monday morning, at work…

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Mommy Needs to Breathe

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“Moooooommmmmmy!!!!” “Mommy, how to do this?” “Mooooommmmy, I want story book.” “Mommy, I don’t know how to do this.” “Wah, beee, how ah? I really cannot accept…” “Mommmmmmmmy, I want homework” Mommy, moooommmmmy, mommy, moooommmy, beee, mommy, beee, moooooommmmyyy, mommy, beeee, mommmy, mooooommmmy, beeeee, mooommmy, mommy, bee, mommy, bee, mooommmmyyy!!! “Wait, wait, WAAAIIIITTTTT!” cried the…
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R.I.P., ASAB

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It’s those mornings that you dread. That the inevitable had come. The first message you read on your phone. 24 hours had passed since I received the news that my 2nd aunt had passed on. Ain’t that surprise, just hoping that it will be a few more weeks but yet am already very thankful that…
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Two Weeks into 2019

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*Breathe* Where should I begin…? It’s merely 2 weeks into 2019 and I can foresee changes in the year ahead. I haven’t been able to focus since the chat with my boss. It was good. I’m good. Definitely cleared of the “not so good reputation” that I had last year. I made it and proved…
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Hey…

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Hey… what are you doing there? Nothing. Just lying on the bed, exhausted, thinking through the day, thinking through the years, thinking through my life… What is there to think? Tons… for one, I felt especially emotional today. It was little milkie’s Primary 1 school orientation. I felt excited. But the moment when the teacher…
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Great Vibes ONLY!!

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After months and months or even years of feeling lost and pre-occupied with things that I have now come to realise that I don’t really like to do, I think it’s finally time to set a new target, aim and work towards it! The title of this blog post says it all. GREAT VIBES ONLY!…
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The Mood is Bad

It’s probably the time of the month soon and thus I am feeling a little more than moody. I ain’t really happy with what I’m doing. A friend told me to change the way I work or I shall face extinction. Maybe its the lack of sleep that always made me so reluctant to go to work. Maybe its the lack of passion. Whatever it may be, it is not good. My mood swings are getting from bad to worse. I am drowning in my incompetency. I don’t like what I am doing now but life goes on, it always goes on. I knew that long ago. But to move along with it every day can be real tiring. I feel like crying. It’s been a long while since I do that. Cooped up inside.

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Day 42 of Reboot

Eyelids are heavy. Head crowded with thoughts. I need a bed desperately.

Will be going for body combat later. Can my body take it? Or should I just go for a walk? 17 more minutes to decide…

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Day 41 of Reboot

2.22pm – It’s accumulating again. The thoughts. As I’ve failed to get it out on a daily basis. Breathing has become harder…

When can I get out of this race? I wondered…

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