Changing PM Again

Good morning! Was chatting with CC now, and she asked me if Skyes going to her wedding. I said I’m alright with it. You know when is the date? 6 December 2008… Familiar? Yes… Of course… Why do I suddenly feel so sad? No, its not the previous break up. Its the… Everyone is getting married and what am I doing? QL in January, DL in June, CC in December. Heard from PC yesterday that Michelle getting married too. Sigh… I’m not young anymore… *sob*

Just heard the news… IR is leaving in mid November… *sob* Why??… Again and again and again…

And a new PM is coming… Heard… He’s from India… =.=”’

Just had my lunch. Had fish soup without the rice and a glass of papaya juice. Is it a bit too much? Zhu zhu must be really busy recently. Hardly replied to my sms… Sigh…

Sometimes I’m really quite pissed off with NN. Or maybe I’m just pissed off with myself and anyone who crossed my path. I don’t see why. Why… Am I living aimlessly? Am I? Just sitting down there and waiting for the world to bypass me. NN just mentioned that we were doing things aimlessly. Are we really? She said that SG isn’t a good place to live in. Is it really that bad? I’m getting so frustrated with everything. Help… I’ve got no strength and energy to shout for help too… Help…

Don’t know where is my Zhu Zhu… Sometimes really xxxx… Whenever he got home, he won’t tell me… Then these few days he’s really so busy… Example for today, he replied me so slow… Sigh…

I was really rather depressed. Missed my darling so much, then work like that, things with NN also like that… And my own personal debts. Really driving me nuts. I was really frustrated so… of course my tone towards WZ wasn’t that good. But well, luckily everything was alright after that. He’s not too bad, at least when he knows he’s at fault, he will apologize to me. Guess he’s also stressed up from the exams. I should be a bit more understanding… Never mind, Saturday I’ll buy breakfast for him! ^^

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