was sitting in front of the computer with a terrible headache…
suddenly thought about what would happened if i’m suddenly gone…
so please pass these messages to these people and probably more… which i never mention..
if you know me, and know about my blog.
if i were to be gone…
mum & dad, please do not be sad. i love you, you know i do. probably i never say it to both of you but i really love the two of you a lot. and i’m grateful that you brought me up so big. and so adorable. really thank you for that. take care of ya health please. dad, eat slower. mum, don’t worry so much.
sis, you have been my idol all these while, and you always will be. i love you too, lots and lots. no matter what happens. and i really wish to see the day you graduate. take care of mum & dad.
godma, take good care of yourself too. your health hasn’t been really good already. so don’t push too hard. learn to relax ok?
dw, don’t push yourself too hard. you need to rest ya hands. and don’t drink too much wine. get plenty of rest also. don’t always go out and hardly sleep. love you and godma.
yitao, love you and love you. hope you can find ya directions and goals in ya life. couldn’t help you share ya burden anymore. so, handle it yourself ok? don’t break down. ya family needs you. take care of ya mum. don’t let ya dad drink so much beer. start telling ya bro and wz to think about their future. work part-time if possible. and lastly, control ya temper ok? muak.
drew & hazey, let godma have some rest. she’s tired. ganbatte ne. i’m sure tyra will grow up to be a very bright kid. ah… don’t spoil her too much. love you both too.
and to all my relatives (which i’ve got a lot), though i never mention ya names (‘cos there’s simply too many), i love you all too. and remember, anything can be solved, not by using violence. life is short, treat those that you love with care. kids, study hard, do not break ya parents’ heart. don’t regret only when you get older.
and to my dear friends…
shanshan & nana thanks for always being there for me. and doing crazy things with me. can’t imagine life without knowin’ u two. i thank God for that.
siyan, don’t be too indecisive ne. but no worries, i’m sure wl will take good care of you. right? 😀
liling, don’t always dwell on the same old thing. move on ok? life would be much more happier.
clarise, i hope you can also move on. can’t bear to see you unhappy. heart pain ne…
simon, hope you can find someone to share ya life with.
jeff, jia you! i’m sure you can do it!
ceci, bee, boon, dl, jy, i’ll miss those times when we are back in jc. the mac and douhua. and to ceci, the day where we burn those papers in the hall 😛
to my micromouse team (you know who you are), best study years, wish i was back in secondary school. but too bad, i did pray to the moon with shan2, that we will wake up and realised we are back in 1995… but it didn’t work.
especially to my sec sch teacher like mr tong, miss tan, mdm lee, mr chia… thank you so much…
those that i once loved, hope you can find someone better (which i’m quite sure you will)
to my pri sch classmates, nice being able to still keep in touch with you all
and lastly to my uni hall/class/school mates and colleagues, though i might not know you all for too long, its nice having to know you.
hm… wonder if i cover all…
but nonetheless, till now, i’m happy. happy to have live till now. happy to love so many people.
love you all… so.. bye for now…
till we meet again…
and happy to know so many people care for me.