Past #0160

12.28am: Just gotten this from one of my friend… “If U Think U r fluent in speaking English … Try this without a stutter! Mr. See and Mr. Soar were old friends. See owned a saw and Soar owned a seesaw. Now See’s saw sawed Soar’s seesaw before Soar saw See, which made Soar sore. Had Soar seen See’s saw before See saw Soar’s seesaw, then See’s saw would not have sawed Soar’s seesaw. But See saw Soar and Soar’s seesaw before Soar saw See’s saw, so See’s saw sawed Soar’s seesaw.” Wow… So how is it? *yawn* I wanna sleep already. It’s too ‘early’ now. I still need to jog tomorrow. Provided it doesn’t rain. By the way, it’s raining now, weather so nice and I’m not on bed yet *pout* 29 more days!! Yeah!! I’m so LOOKING FOOOORWARD to the exams!! *like real* *yawn* Okie.. really can’t take it anymore… Have to rest early, don’t feel well still. *yawn* ..Lack of oxygen..

9.06am: *sniff* I missed my jogging time. *sniff* “Stop it! Stop it! My nose has run away!” … urgh… Felt so terrible now… having a running nose and a sore throat. -.- Gosh… felt so giddy.. I hate it when I’m having a cold. Blood can’t run properly, can’t get into my brain… makes me giddy.. Sigh..

7.05pm: Sometimes I really don’t understand myself. Maybe it’s not just ‘sometimes’. Don’t really feel good at all but kept acting like I’m totally alright. Still care a lot for that person but kept showing like I don’t really care. For what right? Just making myself miserable in some way. But if you think of it from another way, you can’t ALWAYS just do things that makes you happy, do anything as you like them to be. No, I mustn’t be selfish and I don’t think I’m really the ‘selfish’ type. I think a lot, probably too much. I put myself in other people’s shoes at times, to see what could be they are thinking and feeling. And that’s why I sometimes put myself at spots. ‘Cos you don’t always have a choice whereby will satisfied everyone, anyone that’s involved. I don’t think I’ll say it. Not anymore. “put it simply lah, if someone were to tell me that he likes me, but knowing that it won’t happen lor, then whats the pt in telling me in the first place right?” But then again… I don’t have to tell that person right? I’ll just say it in my periodicals. “xxxxxx!! i love you! can’t hear?? I LOVE YOU!! ALWAYS!!” … you will always have a place in my heart…

9.56pm: Have you ever woke up in the morning, felt that life is actually quite wonderful. But then to find out at night that… its actually the direct opposite? Everything is nothing but just a lie. Suddenly… I felt like a total big fool… *sob* …

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