Ramblings #0633

3.49am – Little milkie, be a good girl and sleep… Mummy’s really not feeling that well… *pat pat*

7.00am – *Dismisses the alarm*

7.30am – *Dismisses the alarm again*

7.41am – Damn. I need to work today. Damn. And the stomach feels weird.

9.01am – Let’s run to the toilet for a while…

9.52am – A team mate’s on MC today. And as usual, the tons of work is awaiting my response. The mood’s still not there, with each and every brain cells fighting to concentrate on work instead of the preparation for little milkie’s 1st birthday. Moreover, with the stomach still feeling queasy, it just makes the whole thing worse.

It’s the 3rd day of July and yet everything still seems the same (if not worse) as last year. 2013, feels like a messy year for me – thinking what should I get for the charm on my bracelet. I’m supposed to be focusing on my own business… “supposed to”. URGH. Probably I should really make a last attempt to pull back my focus… … …

11.00am – I still feel like puking. Should I take the doctor’s suggestion to go for a scope? Euk…

11.07am – OMG. Almost couldn’t log in to my work computer because I suddenly totally forgotten about my password. Maybe, I really needed some good rest.

11.15am – Really felt sick just by listening to their voices. How did I ended up here? Other than the proximity and the load for work (generally), I see nothing good in here. The culture is bad. The management (just probably my department, of which used to be better) is bad. The process is bad. Oh my…

1.52pm – It’s getting unbearable… I need to set myself free asap.

2.43pm – Should I bring my notebook back today? Hmm… on annual leave for the next 2 days… so I think I should… Hmm…

3.42pm – 2 more hours to go. But why do I have a feeling that I’m going to miss my Yoga today because of a meeting that’s scheduled to start at 5pm. Hmm…

5.13pm – It’s almost time to knock off but yet the meeting hasn’t started… I wonder how…

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